Look at that - my last post was 1 month ago. I don’t know if it has been 30 days or not but I do admit that in between these days, my work and school combo has drained me very much. Not to mention that I have Saturday duties nowadays.
Basically this means a whole lot more reshuffling of plans and many more sacrifices to be made. It also means that I have not been running for one whole month. Till today. And boy, it was tough.
The thing about my body is that it takes some time to move from gear one to the next level. Perhaps everyone else is the same but I felt that I made a great mistake in undoing all my hard work of increasing my fitness level in the month of December.
Honestly, I felt really unmotivated to run. On days that I don’t have class at night, I would wanna rest or just do my own stuff like surfing forums for camera and technology talk. The fatigue was really snowballing week after week.
However, this week there are no class due to the Chinese New Year so therefore, I had the luxury to choose the days that I wish to go for runs. Plus I’m not mentally and physically drained from studies. Trust me, it does make a hell lot of difference.
I know I can’t complain. I chose this path of studying while working. And chose to run to improve my fitness level as well as be healthier as a whole.
Forgive me but sometimes I do like to feel that I am a human being after all, subjected to feelings and emotions, fatigue and weariness.
By the way, today’s 8 laps were a torture :(
